CaSsIe_baybee_YeAhH's Xanga

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 14:32:48 GMT

i love him

think

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 10:28:38 GMT

and i couldnt ask for more!

i cant at this point

have a good life

and just so everyone knows it is not cause of him

Monday, September 03, 2007

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 13:55:37 GMT

i really think i am falling in love

that is what scares me the most!

cassie

work all week

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Sat, 01 Sep 2007 15:56:56 GMT

well you know someone is good for you when you dont get jealous when they are around other girls...

well yeah i aint and i am glad i can trust him and i am glad he is in my life i hope he is in it for a long time

i want everything to work out with us

and i am so glad i met him i dont care how old he is i dont care what he looks like i dont care about the kid or anything just him... i am so happy lately

i finally get to see him tonight and i am so glad cause i miss the smile i get around him!!!

that is all for now

cassie

Friday, August 31, 2007

Fri, 31 Aug 2007 11:08:10 GMT

so i talked to him....

i had a dream about him last night i hope one day it comes true

he has become the reason i smile on my bad days and i am not going to lose him now i really wish me and him the best i think we can make it well i hope we can he and i care about eachother so much i wish he knew

cassie

still feel like shit from surgery but might go see my girl today at the game and i get paid today =)

so i am going to get a shirt and pants or shorts... something but not a lot

call or text me

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 13:30:27 GMT

i hate guys who have you by a string so i ended that shit today!

i feel like shit i really cared about him

i knew i was to good to be his... i KNEW it!

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 23:54:23 GMT

had surgery...

that is about it i feel fine i want something to do now..

i cant talk very well but it is ok i will

i might go back to work on saterday or sunday

friday is the football game and i am going to go see my girls

after i get paid and i am going to eat!

cassie

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Saturday, August 25, 2007

Sat, 25 Aug 2007 12:03:13 GMT

so i need some MAJOR advice!!

so i like this guy... should i say man he is kinda older but i am not sure about anyhting at this point

i was not going to say how i felt about him or anyhting cause i knew i was going to get hurt and shit so i kept my mouth closed and the other night me and him were talking and he was saying how he felt about me... nothing bad and stuff and i jus started crying like no other cause i felt the same way just couldnt say it.. well i ended up crying my eyes out like no other and i just lost it i couldnt do anything anything else and so i told him and i felt so much better and everything and i showed up yesterday to work and this were so much better but people were talking shit and saying shit about it and how thet knew i liked him but they wouldnt say it to my face just to him and i got pissed so fast cause it is like grow some fucking balls you know.... and then he just changed his whole demenor and so i just felt and shit and you know me sometimes when i get mad i say shit before i think... i think do that all the damn time.. but anyway so i texted him and said i didnt want to work with him and shit cause i didnt want people to talk and shit so i dunno and today i am going up there to see shila to give her a pic. of me and figure out our plans when to hang out and shit but i might not talk to him i guess i want to prove a point and shit and so it is going to be hard and so i hope i can do it!!!! cause i mean i am the only one getting shit about him cause no one knows he likes me caused we would get fired and so i dunno it is so stupid i dunno if i can handle much more of this so i guess i should be done... i told myself i was going to do that a long time ago and i should have stuck to it i mean i said a long time ago i was not going to get married i was going to be indepenant and shit and look at me i cant i am so pissed!

but anyway i am going to take a damn showet go to the fucking bank and stop by there to get stuff for shila and then i am outie for the day if you wanna do something just let me know okie dokie!

cassie

if you have any advice let mek now

Monday, August 20, 2007

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 02:35:51 GMT

loved the party on friday..

awesome!

and then i like this guy named eric... he is older.. alot older

what do i do?

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 03:42:13 GMT

so about today

got my lisence...

cried over some stuff i cant write about that person they might read it... nothing bad i might ask her to go to the park one day and just talk

uhhhi am so happy

i feel like i am totally different person

and that is it i know more is on my mind i just cant say it makes me cry